I don't believe. Love is not real. The way i have seen people get hurt to me, it doesn't exist. In my world it never ends in a happily ever after. It seems to always end a happily never after. it has only hurt the people that matter to me most and has never helped them. I cant let myself believe in this single emotion because i have seen what it does worse to people. I have seen love die, just fade away and i tell myself i will not let that happen to me. I have learned that love is just a feeling that will never let you go. It takes everything from you and you reap no benefits from it.

Love at first sight has never existed. It isn't love its lust. I used to be a firm believer. I soon found out that love at first sight is just a notion that hopeless romantics formed but don't actually know if its true. I have given up on everything i believe in because i am not willing to let someone get into my heart and then just walk away and leave me torn up and used. You should only fall in love once and stick with that person for the rest of your life. Infatuation is what most people mistake for love. Infatuation is am emotion that people feel when they really like someone. Love may be the strongest and most powerful emotion in the world. It can manipulate people. It may seem like a wonderful thing but it isn't. It is the one thing in the world that hurts people most. Love can be a good thing sometimes. I have actually seen that two people can actually stay together for 46 years and still be in love.I know it can work but I won't let myself believe because i am so afraid of love fading out. I could not stand to watch someone walk out of my life and that is the most painful thing in the world. I refuse to let myself get hurt.

 The reason i got a LiveJournal was because my best friend Taylor had one and she loves it. She told me to get one so we could get awesome updates on the upcoming movie Twilight, which is our favorite book. She also writes stories and this was an easy way for me to read them. I also love to read fanfictions and stories that people write on hear. I believe that LiveJournal is going to grow on me!